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Retired from 10 years in the Canadian Navy, and 28 years in the Canadian Diplomatic Service, with postings in Beijing, Mexico City, Sri Lanka, Romania, Abu Dhabi, Guyana, Ireland, Trinidad, and, last but not least, India.

Wednesday 29 August 2018

The Open Door



I once stepped out an open door
in some far distant past.
At first the path seemed barely there,
in this landscape new and vast.
One step lead to another
as steps are prone to do,
leading from familiar and mundane
to vistas bold and new.

Often storms assailed me
and I huddled lost and cold,
but then my skies would clear
into a sunrise of beckoning gold.
Some hills turned into mountains
swept by bitter gales,
while others were cloaked with flowers,
and soothing forest trails.

Phantoms flickered around me
but they did not stay long.
They vanished in the distance
as I sang my lonely song.
With wonders to distract me
I would sometimes lose my way,
and sit, crying quietly,
then move on another day.

Time often seemed to change,
and lose chronological coherence,
often speeding through the days;
sometimes held in abeyance.
Faces flashed, and words drifted by,
no logic, just confusion.
I was not sure if this was real
or just a strange illusion.

One day the road became less clear,
its call was less demanding:
the lure of the path was less profound,
no longer so commanding.
I rested now, more frequently;
less able to endure,
when there, in the peaceful valley below,
I saw an open door.

Tuesday 28 August 2018

Brain Worms



I’m oh so tired, intellectually bored,
with people mouthing memes,
and slogans over and over again
as if logic is not what it seems.

I hear so much stupidity
that I question whether or not
I have early onset dementia,
or if my mind is just shot.

In the Guardian the other day I read
that pollution has made us less smart:
from some of the thoughts I am hearing
I’d rather listen to somebody fart!

Our world is completely polarised
between the left and the right:
given the choices that we now have
I think I’ll just give up the fight.

We had so much potential
to forge social justice for all,
but now each side is only concerned
with new marginalising names to call.

I’m oh so tired, and I feel alone,
as the world rants around me, insane.
There is so much good that we could do
if we’d just lose this worm in our brain.

We used to boast of great thinkers,
of intellectual gods:
but hate and time destroyed all that:
we are now just stupid sods.

Monday 27 August 2018

Carousel




No Coney Island ride is this,
nor Rodgers and Hammerstein romance:
more Bradbury’s dark undertones,
offering retrogressive trance.

We buy our ticket with childish glee,
hoping to grab the brass ring,
but the longer we ride, the quicker it goes:
a gaudy and sinister thing.

Riding garish hobby horses,
we head gladly into the past,
and circle ‘round and ‘round and ‘round:
each cycle may be our last.

Why must our minds be stuck in time,
refusing progress and change,
cycling through the same old ways,
rather than improve and rearrange?

I jumped off long, long ago:
no recycled past for me.
Now I just watch the pretty lights,
and dance to the calliope.

Thursday 23 August 2018

Testimony


He easily ignored
the stares,
the crude comments,
the threatening gestures,
engendered
by his street-corner ministry:
his testament of Faith.

He overcame his fear
with his Belief
that, even in these squalid
ghetto streets,
the Word
should enlighten.

While he sang
“What a Friend we have
in Jesus,”
a hulk in gangsta garb
spat on him,
and he worried that
his Testimony
only made
his God
sad.

Tuesday 14 August 2018

But I’ve Got A Plan




I’ve got a plan, and it is good,
and long-range,
built-in safeguards,
kind of plan,
and, oh yes, 
I know...
shit happens.

AND IT IS SO DEVASTATING
SO MIND DESTROYING
IN THAT/THIS INSTANT
ALL
HAS
CHANGED

I shall go slowly at first,
and cry,
and shiver without control,
and go slowly
at first.

I saw a glimpse of colour today,
but when I looked for the source
it was gone.

I heard me crying today,
hearing for the first time
the encapsulated grief,
the engrained sense of loss.

And I stopped.

And stepped into today
where joy is the norm,
and love is the root.

The Ancient Hippie

The Ancient Hippie
Natraj dances with us all.

Welcome, and Namaste

Greetings fellow travellers,

For you American friends visiting, you will notice that this old Canadian uses Canadian English in this blog: kindly bear with me. As I blog primarily on subjects that are vitally interesting to me, I appreciate all feedback.

As I tend to be a bit of a language usage freak, I will, as required, edit obscenity and rude comments. That said, I welcome your opinions and discussion.

May your Dharma be clear

Peace

"If we shadows have offended,
Think but this, and all is mended:
That you have but slumb'red here,
While these visions did appear."


Puck’s epilogue to A Midsummer Night’s Dream